Friday, August 10, 2012

Stronger

Today marks Day 5 of my training. I still don't like it. But I am doing it. Since I am an athlete now, I had to get gear. Shopping, I like. I bought some weights. Just 5lbs, I'm not completely crazy. Just trying to work on my arms.


I also bought an arm band for my ipod. A stop watch (no, I don't know why, but the trainer had one). And of course, a cute little pink bag to put all my stuff and clothes in.


What I think I look like when I run



What I really look like





Playlist

So, my playlist today has lots of Pink, Kelly Clarkson, and Mandisa. I am struggling with the heat, humidity, hills, and right ankle pain. and Stronger by Mandisa comes on. Don't know if you are familiar with the song so here is a link to hear it. and here are the lyrics: 

Hey, heard you were up all night
Thinking about how your world ain't right
And you wonder if things will ever get better
And you're asking why is it always raining on you
When all you want is just a little good news
Instead of standing there stuck out in the weather

Oh, don't hang your head
It's gonna end
God's right there
Even if it's hard to see Him
I promise you that He still cares

When the waves are taking you under
Hold on just a little bit longer
He knows that this is gonna make you stronger, stronger
The pain ain't gonna last forever
And things can only get better
Believe me
This is gonna make you stronger
Gonna make you stronger, stronger, stronger
Believe me, this is gonna make you ...

Try and do the best you can
Hold on and let Him hold your hand
And go on and fall into the arms of Jesus
Oh, lift your head it's gonna end
God's right there
Even when you just can't feel Him
I promise you that He still cares

'Cause if He started this work in your life
He will be faithful to complete it
If only you believe it
He knows how much it hurts
And I'm sure that He's gonna help you get through this

When the waves are taking you under
Hold on just a little bit longer
He knows that this is gonna make you stronger, stronger
The pain ain't gonna last forever
In time it's gonna get better
Believe me
This is gonna make you stronger


About halfway through the song, I found myself just running and crying. I can't even explain what a wonderful feeling it was. Not worried about my ankle, the sweat, or the hills. Just me, being stronger. 




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